Freeing My Goddess Through Eroticism

Nov 10, 2017
2 min read

A few years ago, I was thrown into an experience which is not even an experience anymore. Its the truth of my being. I realized the light of spirit and I knew that sexuality was going to be my path of awakening as wombman. That was my revelation the very first time I let go and freed her. That’s what put me on my path to this unique journey.

In my past I walked around with this alluring glow of sensual energy as if it was an omen that needed to be washed clean, wanting it banished out of my aura all together. It was my curse, my scarlette letter.

Instead of A, I wore the S for seductress. It didn't matter if it was my baby sitters son, the mailman, the PE teacher, or my church pastor that wanted a daunting bite of my erotic suppleness.

When growing up I wasnt taught a great deal about the truth behind my own sexuality. None of us truly are! Reason being that society has not allowed us to experiment our true sexuality and what that really means to its full extent. This seems to be so, especially where religion is concerned. There is always the conflict between sexuality and religious opposition. Which hold most of us sexually incarcerated with untrue beliefs about our pure natural spirits.

We've been taught since early childhood and throughout our upbringing by some belief system that exists out there to be ashamed, fearful, un-easy and that it is against God’s wishes for us to embrace our individual sexuality in terms of us understanding our body and our own sexuality. Sex is energy! God is energy! And we are part of that energy! We're brought up being told not to enjoy our individual acts of sexuality because it is dirty. We were always made to feel guilty about doing it. When I talk of this 'individual act of sexuality’, what I mean is the act of masturbation. We have been deprived of expressing our own personal sexual needs as individuals. Several times I can remember being walked in on by mom, while exploring my vessel and what made it feel good. And by doing this, I got my ass whipped!

Our universe consists of an abundance of energies, which are in existence all around us. These energies are as real as the people we meet on a daily basis. Sexual energy is connected to all energy source which is available for our access and at our own disposal. So take full advantage of these energies!

Photography by Errol Jackson (SMI)